Schedule
Last night Master set out a “working” schedule for when I get to my new apartmen (that is conveniently close to the gym).
I’m very disappointed that access wasn’t included in tuition this year, because last year it was and when I asked I was told it would be, but apparently due to California’s toile – I mean, economy – very little doesn’t cost extra anymore. It’s an extra 150 dollars a year, and this disappoints me since I also have to pay to put my car in a parking garage – lucky me, I got the only apartment building on campus.
Anyway. The first week (I move in one week before classes start, I believe) I am to go at least once. Although when W/we set this out last night I didn’t realize I moved in quite so early – it will probably end up being 3 times that first week. But there are also a lot of “get involved with campus” type things going on, and Master wants me to attend these.
Anyway, here’s the preliminary.
Each visit (at first) will consist of 5-10 minutes of cardio, and then enough weight and resistance training to fill a total of between 35-45 minutes. The order of His preference for my cardio is: elliptical, bike, stair stepper, running on the track, and avoid the treadmill (which bums me out, I love the treadmill). If I can find a partner for tennis/racquetball/hand ball I can do that and substitute it for the cardio for that day.
The first week of school, I’m to go at least once. (I also have an hour of rock climbing twice a week in addition to all this).
The second week I’m to go at least twice, and before the fifth or so week I’m to be going three days or more a week.
As I go He will up my cardio/weight training requirements.
It’s going to be crazy, paying for and working out that much while still adjusting to the campus in a healthy manner and getting as good of grades as Master expects in my 17 units of upper division, also attempting to adjust to the quarter system instead of the semester. It will be…interesting.
My uncle was murdered last night. As unfortunate and miserable as it is, it might end up being what I need to submit fully to Master again.
I…you have to understand. I am not allowed to show emotion to my family. They break down and go crazy at the slightest instigation, and since I was very young I’ve been the one keeping things together, making sure the necessities get taken care of, everything really. I’m expected not to show emotion. I’m doing all that again, now. But I do have emotions, and I want to be able to breakdown and not get berated for hours because I shed one tear at hearing the violent manner in which my uncle was brutally, premeditatedly murdered.
It would, in the least, be a good opportunity for Master to consider taking advantage of my nigh complete emotional break that’s occuring.
What a depressing way for it to come about. Still, possibly effective.
It would be a relief to have a more complete and thorough Master at the moment, I can say that.
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