It’s been a long time coming.
Well, the past few weeks have seen a lot, at least in terms of my personal development. Since Master and I stopped being, well, Master and slave, things just got worse and worse. It went straight back to power struggles, He stopped calling, I became more and more unsatisfied…we even had one very terrible, very frightening night that I didn’t think we were going to make it through as a couple. We managed, though, and now here W/we are again.
W/we haven’t come out and said to one another that we’re back in the dynamic, but maybe it’s better that way. That’s what ruined it the first time, was defining O/our relationship. Now, I still think that that’s a vital aspect, and once He (W/we) have reached a proper comfort zone, maybe then there can be a defined dynamic once more. Until then, W/we’re just kind of going with it.
Tomorrow morning (the 30th) at like 5 in the morning I get on my plane to go see my love. I’m taking some toys, namely, my Medusa. I also picked up some things today at that ever wonderful place known as the dollar store, to make some really amazing floggers. I mean, really amazing. If you can get over the technicolor aspect (which I most certainly can, I love color!) they’re absolutely fabulous; and with the price of like $2 each, they just can’t be beat. Ha, a pun!
One thing I certainly want to mention is this light bulb of an epiphany I had in the dollar store.
22″ Glow sticks.
Canes.
22″ Glow stick canes!
I mean, you can get them 2 for a dollar in just about any color you imagine. And just picture it: a dark room, you’re bent over, and your Master or Daddy is breaking a glow stick to activate it right over your ass.
Mmmm. I can not WAIT to get over to my Masters arms. And knee. And cock. And….oh boy oh boy oh boy!
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